Thursday, November 27, 2008

For my avid survey readers- I am sure you are all quite concerned with why I asked for healing for my vagina. I wasn't being facetious. I discovered over the last week that something was terribly wrong. My body would no longer respond normally to sexual stimulation. Yesterday, I pulled out all the stops- no orgasm. Typically, I am pretty easily orgasmic. Quite frankly, if I do it myself it is a sure thing. Not yesterday. I was convinced that my body had simply shut down and my days of great sex were over. Apparently the drug Zoloft has a potentially serious side effect called genital sensory impairment. Since I have very recently begun this new drug regimen, I can only make an educated assumption the two are related. Of course, this realization had to take place after my Doctor's office had closed the day before Thanksgiving- 5 days until the office reopens. Last night I managed to break down the anti-orgasm barrier, with the help of a stud and lots of patience. But I intend to get off (no pun intended) this medication as quickly as possible. I fear if I continue taking the drug, (of which I currently only take a half dose) I may become paralyzed from the waist down once I am on a full dosage. Point is- I hate you, Zoloft. If you thought I was depressed and anxious before, try my mental state after spending the rest of my existence without getting off.